Halsey revealed that she sometimes wonders if she has “chosen the wrong life” after confessing that she feels “deep sadness”.
“I often feel a deep sadness inside me, a loneliness, an emptiness without any worldly pleasures,” the singer said. Use her/their pronouns — wrote on Instagram Stories on Wednesday.
“I often wonder if I’ve chosen the wrong life,” she added, over a photo of her burning candle. I regret that the melancholy has permeated my art.”
They continued, “I’m one week away from my 28th birthday. I’m exhaling and gasping for the first time since starting a new life at 18.”
The “Closer” singer said she feels as if she’s “wandering lawlessly,” but hopes to find the meaning of life through music soon.
“If you can’t be kind, at least be kind,” the message ended, adding, “With love 🤍.”
Halsey has always been open about them Fighting Bipolar Disorder At the age of 17, he attempted suicide and was admitted to a psychiatric hospital.
“Since then I have been fucked twice [I became] Halsey, and nobody knew about it. But I’m not ashamed to talk about it now,” she said. rolling stone about their ongoing struggle in 2019.
“It’s my choice. I said [my manager], “Hey, I’m not going to do anything wrong right now, but I’m getting to the point where I’m scared and I need to figure this out.” I just know when to come out ahead. ”
The “Without Me” songstress has not only dealt with her mental health over the past few years, many other health problems.
Halsey revealed in May that she had been diagnosed with Ehlers-Danlos syndrome, Sjögren’s syndrome, mast cell activation syndrome (MCAS), and postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (POTS). consecutive hospitalizations.
“I was looking for answers to the underlying causes of some of these, which could be autoimmune diseases. i know that have endometriosisHalsey reassured her fans on Instagram, adding, “I don’t want anyone to worry.”